I should be completely honest. But to tell you the truth, I prefer to be vague. Because the complete truth makes me dirt.

For months
Four months
I pined.
I pined for you
After you
And maybe you never knew.
But we both know you did.

Your smile
Your eyes
You left me completely dismantled
Time and time again.

Then I found someone else
And now the feeling is mutual
We are together
What do you have to say to that?

And in the midst of falling SO hard
So hard
You become single?

What the fuck do you want from me?
And why does this feel like torture?

I was happy you know
I was happy...

And now
Now

I am dirt.