OMFG. Have you ever been around somebody who has negativity just steaming off of them? Like, it's just coming off of them into the air you breathe...and you inhale it. It seeps into your lungs and chokes you.

It's becoming hard to breathe.

You know, I never used to believe any of that shit. Negative energy and all of that...but now...now I know that it exists. And it's overwhelming.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

The world is full of fagbags.

There's a wierd clarity that comes from being confused. I'm not taking that thought anywhere, I just thought I'd throw that out there.

That being said, I want to share something I've learned. If you are never going to be honest with anyone in the whole entire world, be honest with yourself. It's a lot harder than it sounds, but it's really crucial, I believe, to mental health. There is nothing worse than a liar...except a person who lies to themself. I can't even explain the ways that I've been freed through learning this lesson.

You know, because at the end of the day, it doesn't matter how many friends you have, how great of a person you're married to...when you lay down in your bed or wherever you sleep...the only person you have is you...and I really believe that. So what I'm saying is if you can't live with yourself because you're just a big, lying bastard, what kind of life can you really have?

Lie to everyone else if you must, but never lie to yourself because that's what gets you lost. And there is a really big world out there to get lost in...so watch out.

I wanna write a poem,
So precise it makes you weep.
One that speaks for itself,
One that won't let you sleep.

And if only I could accomplish,
The art of self-expression.
I always say the opposite,
It's a horrible repression.

If I could say just what I feel,
Instead of running scared.
Maybe I could feel at ease,
Maybe I could feel prepared.

I guess this is the hardest thing,
Living a big what if.
I'm standing here at the end of my rope,
Ready to jump off this cliff.

I don't post lyrics.

That being said...I am going to. This song is saving my life.

La familia

Hey friends don't you think you better cool it down
You're always gettin' curious and leavin' town
You know i like it being in your family
I wonder what would happen if nobody left
We'd all stick around if we'd all stick around

And here's a question that's been tested:
Tell me, if we sleep together
Would it make it any better?
If we sleep together
Would you be my friend forever?

If we sleep together
Would it make it any better?
If we sleep together
Would you be my friend?

Hey friend listen up their playing our song
On the radio, do you have to go?
I really like it, this rock and roll
Makes me want a little sugar in my bowl
It's like the glory days, it's like a fortune sold

And here's a question that's been tested:
Tell me, if we sleep together
Would it make it any better?
If we sleep together
Would you be my friend forever?

If we sleep together
Would it make it any better?
If we sleep together
Would you be my friend?

Let's none of us forget about who we are
So choose a path and follow it
Take a pill and swallow it
None of us forget about who we are
It's not forever we can fool around in the dark

If we sleep together
Would it make it any better?
If we sleep together
Would you be my friend forever?

If we sleep together
Would it make it any better?
If we sleep together
Would you be my friend forever?

Today I decided that the sexiest thing a guy can do is hold open the door.