This is so wonderful that I think everyone should read it.

"...Ah, poems amount to so little when you write them too early in your life. You ought to wait and gather sense and sweetness for a whole lifetime, and a long one if possible, and then, at the very end, you might perhaps be able to write ten good lines."

"And it is not yet enough to have memories. You must be able to forget them when they are many, and you must have the immense patience to wait until they return. For the memories themselves are not important. Only when have changed into our very blood, into glance and gesture, and are nameless, no longer to be distinguished from ourselves-only then can it happen that in some very rare hour the first word of a poem arises in thier midst and goes forth from them."

TRY NOT TO DROOL. I DARE YOU!

You know how when you like someone, you can't stop talking about them...to everyone.

It's like you just like hearing their name. And when you do, there's that little thing that sparks inside of you. It's wierd.

It's crazy when someone asks you the one thing you don't want to be asked. But also, a little refreshing.

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My mother said "I am so sorry."

So why am I the one who feels bad?

And how is it that no one related to me actually knows me?

I guess I'll be grown up and take the responsibility for that.

I'm grown up now Dad, right?

I seek approval at every turn.

It's cool that I have an eating disorder and arthritis and now I'm starting to get psoriasis...

I guess God thought I didn't have enough body image problems...so he added on.

It's not that I can't handle it...it's just that I don't want to.

Work is gonna be sucktown, U.S.A. pretty soon. So if you don't hear from me...that's why.

Good day.

It's a horrible thing to say.

But no matter what you think about me or how much you hate me...

Nobody hates me more than me.

...I wish I knew.

Music is my saving grace.

I wish I wasn't so conflicted...It's disturbing my writing and I feel the like I should bleed...all over my computer.

Feel free to leave comments. I think I've scared people away.