It's wierd how when I see you, the only thing I see is your eyes. I look and I feel nervous and excited all at the same time...it's like I'm about to slip off and fall into the deep brown, never to return again. And I am happy. I'd rather fall into you and never return than live the days of my life without you.

You make me sweat. A nerous sweat that's cold...it squirts out of every pore on my body at once...it's involuntary, but you make me sweat.

And I get butterflies. Not only because I like you, but because I need you. You feed something in me that otherwise will starve. And you feed it...just enough to keep me breathing...to keep my heart beating...to keep me alive.

You make me passionate. I want to put my mouth on you and taste the sweetness of your skin. The flavor of your lips...

And most of all...I want to hold your hand. I want to posess it and you. I want you to be mine and me to be yours.

I want everything it all means...

Something is keeping me awake.
And a part of me knows that it's you.
The other part is in denial.

You're everything I want
And everything that I'm afraid of.
I wish I wanted what I want...

Figure that one out...ha!

I want to put my mouth on you.

I hope I never forget this feeling as long as I live.

Today was fantasic.

And I am thankful.

I have a feeling that life has much more in store for me. Thank you very much for today. And tomorrow. And any other day that I get to be alive. Thank you doesn't come close to saying how grateful I am for life.

But thank you anyways.

<3

I dream about you.
I think about you.
You are you,
and I am me.

What would it take for you and I to be us?

Words can't say how I feel.
I want to be in your arms...hold me close.
You can keep me forever.
Take my hand and never let go.

I'm yours for the taking.
I'm only yours.
So take me...